Whats the hickory dickory dock with this then? I constantly attempt to utilize some form of commitment towards this blog, but its not working, i’ve expressed previous reasons as to why, but lets skip the pleasantries and get on with the trivia and wot-not! Its never officially been mentioned anywhere, well, except through word of mouth, but i decided to join the Army, i was originally leaning towards the RAF but that would have been naive of me and i admittedly would have lost my way within the core values of the role, and not to mention the farse I had with my tattoo (provided by pip might I add ) Life for me at the moment is pretty relaxed, and anybody you ask would say that the word relaxed is a good thing, well for me its not, I feel very unmotivated and leery towards my duties at the moment, duties being mainly fitness requirements, but I’m sure they’ll go away soon, this tends to happen to me, I get hyped up about certain things, then I loose the enthusiasm, and like a goose running into a brick wall I get smacked with a sense of reality and I feel like I have to try and force some motivation out from the seams of my rather deflated body. I passed both initial interviews for the army, hoorah, but I found out theres no intake till april 2010, how poop, is that!? I think that is the reason I’m lacking motivation at the minute, it means since I started my application for the military (RAF) in august 08 I will have waited 19 months!!…. Eurgh, what a blank boring scope of time, that is if I pass adsc (Army detection and selection center) within the coming weeks, which is inevitable, apparently for my 1.5 mile run, its all level terrain and a straight line, I could sprint the distance, not looking forward to the heaves though and getting up at 5 to start the day. I really do need a good kick up the bum cheeks

Haileys PC just broke, what can I say, I’m truly devastated, it has all my adobe work on there, all my montage, all my after effects stuff, my AutoDesk programs, and my captured footage of the camcorder, everything that’s dear to me is on that machine and its just conked out, we receive a red light on the front of the machine permanently, so I’m under the impression that its some kind of hard ware issue, it came on properly once after the initial fault, but it hasn’t done it since, kinda like fate being kind and saying, ‘okay go on, get your stuff and export it the external drive for safe keeping’ but I blew it, watch this space.. we cant give up on it, it’s a quad-core after all  speaking of red lights, my xbox conked out to, that was hellish… I got very bored, I now realize that I am actually a slave to Call of duty 4 regardless of whether I care or not, so if can imagine, my excitement for the next modern warfare game to be ludicrously high the breakdown was swiftly dealt with on Microsoft’s behalf, they sent a dude out from UPS and I waited 8 days for it to return, just like new.. happy days! Also i secretly want hailey to get this new contract deal so she give me here Sony erricson k800i, the phone I used to have, then I could spice up the blogs with some photos, oh how I have taken camera phones for granted.